The Life Tales of Edwina

What should I do to make him stay? I really can't lost him, not for the 3rd time. I can't bear it. If he ever leave, I swear I will not going to healed.

The way how he kiss her with his opened eye, and make her confused then she always ask why he didn't close them and he replied because he want to see her. The way he laughs with his eye cringed and his typical laugh voice that she love. His confused and hoarse wake up voice that she want to hear every morning. His weird habit for always starving in the middle of the night and complain her he was hungry but too lazy for making food and asking her to come instead even he know it's impossible for her to come. His annoying deed for always proudly said that his armpit smells good, but actually not at all. How he take so long time for taking a bath and make up that she dont understand what's he doing there. His cooking talent that she will can never defeated. The way he always mad when she's just too clumsy for handling things. The way he wipes her tears even he dont want to. He is a lazzy ass but when it comes to his beloved thing like his car or shoes, no one ever beat his ...

Have you ever been on that feeling, you really miss someone, you miss that person even they're right beside or in front of you? Weird feeling ever. You can seeing them sit beside you but kinda feels like you can't reach them. So you just staring at them and hope it can help but not at all. You know that's painful.