The Life Tales of Edwina

"The saddest thing in the whole wide world is the word "almost" He was almost in love She was almost good for him He almost stopped her She almost waited it He almost lived They almost made it .." It will and was never gone. My feeling towards you will stay unexpressed and unsaid. I know, I have no right to coming to you, I'm not brave enough to saying I was sorry. I dont know what a kind of karma that was gave or will given to me, but maybe I know this one is literally my karma. I say, you may start laughing at me right now. After all this time, I do realize that I always love the way you love me. I always love your eyes, the way you looked at in the eye of person that you love. The way you've expressed it altough you never say it infront of me by a words. I know you're bad on words. And last but not least, I realized that you're the person who stayed the most longer on my mind. Every single times. I do love you without knowing how, ...

Jika mimpi terasa nyata selama mimpi itu masih berlangsung, bukankah hal yang sama berlaku terhadap kehidupan? Jika kehidupan telah berlalu masih bisakah kita mengatakan bahwa kehidupan yang kita jalani itu nyata? Padahal yang tersisa hanyalah kepingan-kepingan memori. Sama sekali tak terasa nyata. They say that dreams are only real as long as they last. Couldn't you say the same thing about life? Hidup tak lebih nyata dibanding mimpi, waktu tak lebih dari sekedar ilusi. Siapapun diri kita sekarang, atau orang yang bersama dengan kita sekarang, semuanya suatu saat hanya akan menjadi memori. Jadi tak peduli sebesar apapun cinta kita terhadap seseorang, pada akhirnya semua toh akan berakhir. Menguap.. "Memory is wonderfull thing if you dont have to deal with the past.." - Before sunset