The way how he kiss her with his opened eye, and make her confused then she always ask why he didn't close them and he replied because he want to see her. The way he laughs with his eye cringed and his typical laugh voice that she love. His confused and hoarse wake up voice that she want to hear every morning. His weird habit for always starving in the middle of the night and complain her he was hungry but too lazy for making food and asking her to come instead even he know it's impossible for her to come. His annoying deed for always proudly said that his armpit smells good, but actually not at all. How he take so long time for taking a bath and make up that she dont understand what's he doing there. His cooking talent that she will can never defeated. The way he always mad when she's just too clumsy for handling things. The way he wipes her tears even he dont want to. He is a lazzy ass but when it comes to his beloved thing like his car or shoes, no one ever beat his ...
I was scared. I really scared. I've thought nobody was scared of losing me anymore. Even you. I'm such a messed with all of my own thoughts, all of my negative thoughts that destroy me in the end. I'm too early judge and conclude about all the thing that you've done to me. I literally didn't mean to hurt you. I just wanna see, I'm craving for a prove that there's someone who's scared to lose me, I just wanna being the one you need. I'm on that lvl of insecure before. I'm so sorry. I can't watching you suffering alone from a pain again it's hurt me too. Please do believe me. You're the only one that I want I'm sure. I'm really sorry. I'm beyond speechless for telling me what I feel. You will have no idea how much I love you.
Have you ever feel like your world is gone wild, and people just drive you insane because they're being insane? The people.. who you may say it, they're perfect. And then, they just dissapear into somebody else that they said they will never be, like boom! "what the fuck are you tryin to do?". I may say it, that so do my world. I feel that once. People just like throwin me a shit. They're pretend like they're care but actually not. Judging whatever you want, but it's like you did it in front of a mirror. Mr. 100% Always Right.