I Call It, Magic

Before you, I never know how it feels to just by looking at someone and feeling blessed that I've met him. When I'm with him I feel that everything is just enough. His shoulder looked like the safest area in this world for me. Even without doing anything, you can make my heart fall in love again and over again. Thanks, Ky.. for always being there ❤

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