Please yell and shout some bad words at me as much as you want, you may punch me with your own hand too. It may give me pain but, also will give your heart a freedom. I will. Because, nobody can help me with this.
How poor I am, selalu jadi yang lebih excited dari yang lain over nothing. Bagiku, when I attached and love someone, buat bareng sama dia pun udah bikin aku seneng even gak ngelakuin sesuatu pun menurutku cukup asal sama dia. For example, even aku lagi capek atau ngantuk aku ga pernah buang buang waktu ku buat sekedar betein mereka, karena menurut aku waktu sama mereka tu berharga. Sayang banget aku sia siain cuma buat bete ga jelas. See? How pathetic I am selalu jadi yang antusias sendiri. Bagiku, asal ada dan bareng mereka.. Cukup.. Sesederhana itu cara berfikirku. How easy game looked alike I am. Segampang itu dibahagiain. Ya gimana, segitu aja nggak cukup kan buat bikin orang stay. Perasaan manusia emang gampang berubah.
What should I do to make him stay? I really can't lost him, not for the 3rd time. I can't bear it. If he ever leave, I swear I will not going to healed.